Post by MIRIAM JACOB on Jan 15, 2008 11:27:37 GMT -5
PRAY FOR OUR SISTERS FROM BROKEN FAMILIES, WHOSE SAD TESTIMONIES ARE GIVEN HERE:
I am so full of worry, and I want to give it over to God. I know He cares for me. I've lost my job in Oct, I got hit by a semi truck in Dec, and now I am going through a divorce, and I am scared, and I don't want to be. I'm wondering how God is going to help me get the money I need to take care of myself and my kids. My husband swears he will not give me any support.
I know the law entitles me to a certain amount, but it's nothing to live off of. I have been interviewing for jobs, but they are offering so little in pay. I truly want to work from home, and I have been asking God to open the doors of my home business so that I can make enough for myself and my kids. Please pray with me, I know God can do this. I just pray that He will.
I haven't been able to sleep, I wake up in the middle of the night, and lay there talking to the Lord, and crying on my pillow, hoping not to wake my daughter sleeping next to me. It is a sad state of being. My husband told me the on Sunday during a heated argument that he "hates me, and he hopes I die in my sleep and go to hell" he repeated it over and over. I told him I would never go to hell because Jesus has paid for all of my sins, and I said that he paid for your "sins too", and all he could say, is "I wish you would kill yourself, and die and go to hell." I repeated to him that Jesus died for his sins.
Satan was having a party up in my house that day. My husband had the face of a demon when he was yelling at me. I see the writing on the wall, and I know now that I have to move on.
I'm just asking for prayer for my son (18), he is in college, his freshman year, but my husband doesn't want to help support him, and he is low on money for books and food. My daughter is (7), in first grade, top in her class, I want to make sure she lacks for nothing. I just want to make sure my kids are taken care of. Please pray the Lord will bless my efforts to earn a living on my own, so I will not need anything from my husband.
Thank you for reading this, and thank you for your prayers.
Love,
M.
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I was going to write you yesterday, but I was crying too much. I had a horrible weekend because my husband is just so irrational
of a person. His words and actions are just so not of God. I'm kind of depressed since last Thursday. I don't like being down in the
dumps. I've been crying out to God so much the past few days. I know God hears my cries and sees what's going on. I know I have to be patient to wait to get out of this. I'm always verbally confessing the blood of Jesus over me for protection.
I'm reading your encouraging daily e-mails about God, I enjoy them. Thank you for being so kind, loving, caring, and having a big heart of compassion.
I'm sorry I'm not feeling too good right now. I've just been crying so much. I'm so heart-broken. I feel so sad, and so unloved. My own husband does not care about me. He acts like I have no feelings. Yesterday he came home and I was crying. He did not pay any attention. How can someone be so cold hearted, I don't know. I just wanted to let you know I'm not feeling happy, but it's just from no love at home.
Love,
D.
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I do indeed cry a lot. I bought my husband a gift for Christmas. He did not like it. He told me if I didn't take it back to the Christian bookstore, he was going to take it outside and burn it. That made me cry. I thought, "I really know I do not want to be married to someone who speaks this way." My husband does not appreciate anything. He doesn't even appreciate me.
I do know it's only the Grace Of God and His mercy that I've held on this long. My husband makes me cry all the time. He's so verbally abusive. He says hateful things that I recognize comes from the pit of hell. I believe that if my husband really and truly loves God, he'd just never have been able to utter that he wanted to burn the gift I gave him for Christmas. To me, that's wicked talking!
And it hurt my feelings because he does not appreciate gifts from me, Last year for his birthday, I gave him a gift. He made me return it. I was so upset, that after I got the money back, I went across the street, and bought ME a gift. I thought, well, I'll know if I spend the money on me I'll appreciate it if he doesn't. That's what I did.
All my love,
D.
I am so full of worry, and I want to give it over to God. I know He cares for me. I've lost my job in Oct, I got hit by a semi truck in Dec, and now I am going through a divorce, and I am scared, and I don't want to be. I'm wondering how God is going to help me get the money I need to take care of myself and my kids. My husband swears he will not give me any support.
I know the law entitles me to a certain amount, but it's nothing to live off of. I have been interviewing for jobs, but they are offering so little in pay. I truly want to work from home, and I have been asking God to open the doors of my home business so that I can make enough for myself and my kids. Please pray with me, I know God can do this. I just pray that He will.
I haven't been able to sleep, I wake up in the middle of the night, and lay there talking to the Lord, and crying on my pillow, hoping not to wake my daughter sleeping next to me. It is a sad state of being. My husband told me the on Sunday during a heated argument that he "hates me, and he hopes I die in my sleep and go to hell" he repeated it over and over. I told him I would never go to hell because Jesus has paid for all of my sins, and I said that he paid for your "sins too", and all he could say, is "I wish you would kill yourself, and die and go to hell." I repeated to him that Jesus died for his sins.
Satan was having a party up in my house that day. My husband had the face of a demon when he was yelling at me. I see the writing on the wall, and I know now that I have to move on.
I'm just asking for prayer for my son (18), he is in college, his freshman year, but my husband doesn't want to help support him, and he is low on money for books and food. My daughter is (7), in first grade, top in her class, I want to make sure she lacks for nothing. I just want to make sure my kids are taken care of. Please pray the Lord will bless my efforts to earn a living on my own, so I will not need anything from my husband.
Thank you for reading this, and thank you for your prayers.
Love,
M.
_____________________________________________________
I was going to write you yesterday, but I was crying too much. I had a horrible weekend because my husband is just so irrational
of a person. His words and actions are just so not of God. I'm kind of depressed since last Thursday. I don't like being down in the
dumps. I've been crying out to God so much the past few days. I know God hears my cries and sees what's going on. I know I have to be patient to wait to get out of this. I'm always verbally confessing the blood of Jesus over me for protection.
I'm reading your encouraging daily e-mails about God, I enjoy them. Thank you for being so kind, loving, caring, and having a big heart of compassion.
I'm sorry I'm not feeling too good right now. I've just been crying so much. I'm so heart-broken. I feel so sad, and so unloved. My own husband does not care about me. He acts like I have no feelings. Yesterday he came home and I was crying. He did not pay any attention. How can someone be so cold hearted, I don't know. I just wanted to let you know I'm not feeling happy, but it's just from no love at home.
Love,
D.
_____________________________________________________
I do indeed cry a lot. I bought my husband a gift for Christmas. He did not like it. He told me if I didn't take it back to the Christian bookstore, he was going to take it outside and burn it. That made me cry. I thought, "I really know I do not want to be married to someone who speaks this way." My husband does not appreciate anything. He doesn't even appreciate me.
I do know it's only the Grace Of God and His mercy that I've held on this long. My husband makes me cry all the time. He's so verbally abusive. He says hateful things that I recognize comes from the pit of hell. I believe that if my husband really and truly loves God, he'd just never have been able to utter that he wanted to burn the gift I gave him for Christmas. To me, that's wicked talking!
And it hurt my feelings because he does not appreciate gifts from me, Last year for his birthday, I gave him a gift. He made me return it. I was so upset, that after I got the money back, I went across the street, and bought ME a gift. I thought, well, I'll know if I spend the money on me I'll appreciate it if he doesn't. That's what I did.
All my love,
D.